I count the days in endless silence,
my pleas fall upon deaf ears.
If only you could hear my words,
and make sorrow fly away.
I wish to be forever in your embrace.
There is far too much distance between us.
I fear our bond may fade away.
That you will vanish from my life forever.
I long for you without restraint,
hoping somehow you could be near.
The distance,
the silence,
the echoes of loneliness and sorrow...
All come back to my wish.
You said you'd be my light.
You chose me.
You said you love me.
Will all of that fade away?
I wait for you.
I let you in...
but now I'm lost.
What should I do?
As the silence builds and endures,
so does my sor
Looking For Acceptance by permanence-in-flux, literature
Literature
Looking For Acceptance
They hit like bullets
Words sharp as flint
But ten times stronger
It feels like forever
But I must endure longer
It takes my breath away
A sucker punch to the gut
A left hook to the head
They're just wishes
Wishes I were dead
It's fading to black
I'm losing consciousness
'Cause I'd rather not know
What this world has for me
I'd really rather go
There's a light at the end
I'm going out of range
Of what they have to say
It may be lonely
But it's better this way
I'm lying on my face
I know I should stay
But I feel no one cares
If I cared enough myself
I could meet the stares
I'm looking away
Maybe the grass is greener
On the other sid
Thoughts from an emotional wreck by JTCPhoenix, literature
Literature
Thoughts from an emotional wreck
I could see it happening, however slow.
Did you see it too, did you even know
That your heart was forgetting,
that it was letting go
And for what we had once called Love
there is nothing left to show?
So then explain to me how
That when I tell you I Love you,
I mean
forever
But when you tell me you love me,
you mean
for today.
I find it hard to go about my day now
Trying to keep my mind occupied,
trying not to miss you so.
But the harder I try to miss your soul less
The harder it becomes to find myself a solace.
I have become soulless.
For I gave you my heart,
my soul,
mind,
and my very being
And maybe I’m being ridicu
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